Understanding Abuse | My Truth in Pages
Naming what was confusing

Understanding Abuse

Words and explanations for the things that may have felt confusing, hidden, or hard to name.

Sometimes healing begins when the fog starts to lift and you finally have language for what happened.

A gentle reminder

If these words feel familiar, it does not mean you were weak. It may mean you were trying to survive something that was confusing by design.

Gaslighting

When someone causes you to question your memory, reality, feelings, or sanity.

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Trauma Bonds

The confusing attachment that can form when pain and affection are mixed together.

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DARVO

A response pattern where someone denies, attacks, and reverses victim and offender.

Name the Pattern →

Walking on Eggshells

Living carefully to avoid another person’s anger, criticism, mood, or reaction.

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When reality felt like it kept moving

Gaslighting

Gaslighting is a form of manipulation where someone makes you doubt what you saw, heard, felt, remembered, or knew to be true.

It can sound like:

  • • “That never happened.”
  • • “You’re too sensitive.”
  • • “You’re remembering it wrong.”
  • • “You’re crazy.”

It can make you feel:

  • • Confused
  • • Ashamed
  • • Afraid to speak up
  • • Unsure of your own memory

Gentle truth: needing clarity does not mean you are unstable. Confusion is often a sign that someone kept changing the story.

When leaving felt harder than people understood

Trauma Bonds

A trauma bond can form when moments of affection, apology, hope, or relief are mixed with fear, control, cruelty, or emotional pain.

Why it feels confusing

The same person who hurts you may also comfort you, promise change, or remind you of the good times. That back-and-forth can make your heart feel attached even when your mind knows something is wrong.

Gentle truth

Missing someone does not mean the relationship was safe. Feeling pulled back does not mean you made the wrong choice.

Reflection Space

What did I keep hoping would change?

This space is private. Your words are not saved.
When accountability got turned around

DARVO

DARVO stands for Deny, Attack, and Reverse Victim and Offender. It is a pattern some people use when they are confronted with harmful behavior.

Deny

They deny what happened or minimize it.

Attack

They attack your character, memory, motives, or emotions.

Reverse

They make themselves the victim and make you seem like the problem.

Gentle truth: accountability should not require you to defend your right to be hurt.

When peace depended on their mood

Walking on Eggshells

Walking on eggshells means constantly monitoring yourself so you do not upset someone else.

  • • Rehearsing words before speaking.
  • • Hiding normal feelings to keep the peace.
  • • Feeling responsible for their mood.
  • • Changing your behavior to avoid criticism.
  • • Feeling tense when they walk into the room.
What your body may have learned

Survival Mode

When you live with unpredictability, your body may learn to stay alert. This can look like anxiety, exhaustion, people-pleasing, shutdown, or always expecting something bad to happen.

Gentle truth: your body was not overreacting. It may have been trying to protect you.

You are allowed to name what happened

Understanding abuse is not about staying stuck in the pain. It is about finding language, clarity, and compassion for the version of you who had to survive it.

“When you finally have words for what happened, the fog begins to lift.”

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